Garten of Banban 4 marks the fourth addition to the acclaimed Garten of Banban series. I shouldn't be the one to tell you how you should handle your emotions and problem when I can't even seem to do that myself.Īnd don't know what I can do that can help me change how I am.Banban Garten of Banban 4 Garten of Banban 4
I shouldn't have to feel the need to be the one to lecture the right and wrong. I shouldn't have to feel a deep sense of annoyance every time I see someone I don't wanna be around. If they don't like them, it's not your problem" but now I'm thinking that makes me an ass and more alone. I don't want people to feel uncomfortable talking around me because they'd think what they say will upset me.īeing younger I've told myself "fuck everyone, who cares what opinions you have.
I don't want to always be told how I always take things seriously, I don't want to take things seriously. Because then I wouldn't have anything people would universally disagree with me on. If I just have nothing to say and hold no opinions, people would actually want to talk to me. I personally have come to the assuming that, should I have said nothing and stayed silent.
I take a break of media and that doesn't help, I try to find calmer places that don't exist. I can think about what I'm going to say for 30 minutes and it'd still sound stern.Īnd people hate it, I HATE it. I could be spending so much of that time being silent, being un-objective to problems, drawing.Įven when I'm not serious I sound serious Nothing positive came out of me then and it hasn't now.
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